This story of a life experience from author and speaker Larry Crab has become a favorite of mine. If you have ever been rejected for your equivalent of stuttering, or if you have ever had someone stand behind you one thousand percent in spite of your "stuttering", you will understand why I love it so much. If only all believers would encourage each other as the older man did in this story!
"As a youngster, I developed a thoroughly annoying and humiliating problem of stuttering. . . Our church celebrated the Lord's Supper in Sunday morning worship service. It was customary in our congregation to encourage young men to enter into the privilege of worship by standing and praying aloud. That particular Sunday . . . I responded by unsteadily leaving my chair, for the first time, with the intention of praying.
Filled less with worship than with nervousness, I found my theology becoming confused to the point of heresy. I remember thanking the Father for hanging on the cross and praising Christ for triumphantly bringing the Spirit from the grave. Stuttering throughout, I finally thought of the word Amen (perhaps the first evidence of the Spirit's leading), said it, and sat down. I recall staring at the floor, too embarrassed to look around, and solemnly vowing never again to pray or speak aloud in front of a group.
When the service was over, I darted toward the door, not wishing to encounter an elder who might feel obliged to correct my twisted theology. But I was not quick enough. An older Christian man named Jim Dunbar intercepted me, put his arm on my shoulder, and cleared his throat to speak.
I remember thinking to myself, "Here it comes. Oh well, just endure it and then get to the car." I then listened to this godly gentleman speak words that I can repeat verbatim today, more than twenty years later.
"Larry," he said, "there's one thing I want you to know. Whatever you want to do for the Lord, I'm behind you one thousand percent." Then he walked away.
Even as I write these words, my eyes fill with tears. . . Those words were life words. They had power. They reached deep into my being. My resolve never again to speak publicly weakened instantly.
Since the day those words were spoken, God has led me into a ministry in which I regularly address and pray before crowds of all sizes. I do it without stuttering. I love it."
From the book Encouragement - the Key to Caring by Lawrence Crabb & Dan Allender